A Letter to the One Who Has Hurt Me...
This is NOT for my ex-boyfriend of seven months. I don't even want to call him an ex-boyfriend coz now I realize...that guy is just a mere distraction. A waste of my precious time. =D
This is for my "almost" boyfriend goalee. You know who he is.
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Hello...hindi na kita kukumustahin kasi tingin ko naman wala ka pa ding pinagbago. I have nothing much to say to you kasi nasabi ko naman halos lahat ng gusto kong sabihin sa'yo when we had that talk a few years ago. That talk was all I needed. It was my closure. You were gentleman enough to admit to your mistake, which is nagsinungaling ka nga sa'kin na kayo pa din pala nung girlfriend mo nung mga panahon na yun. Na kahit ilang beses kong tinanung, you always denied her. I should feel flattered kasi sinabi mo na ginawa mo lang yun kasi ayaw mong lumayo ako. But I'm not stupid. Siguro if I'm the type of girl na kayang makipagsabayan sa girlfriend mo that time, nakuha ko na gusto ko. To have you. But I'm not stupid...My feelings for you were so strong then! But I let you go.Tiniis and iniyakan kita. If you only knew kung gaano mo ako sinaktan. You were my first heartbreak, alam mo ba yun?
Kung gaano mo ako pinasaya noon, ganun din yung binigay mong heartache. Sheesh. But atleast I got what I wanted during that talk...your sorry. And naramdaman ko naman yung sincerity mo that time.
Past is past. I'm truly happy now.
I still want to thank you for coming into my life. For the good and fun times. Kahit loko ka, you still made me feel special. You were there for me when I needed someone.
May natutunan din naman ako sa'yo...na hindi enough na mahal mo ang isang tao. Dapat yung trust and feeling of security nandun din.
Kung anuman yung pinagdaanan ko sa'yo...it made me stronger and wiser.
I just wish you the best. And sana mahanap mo na din yung true love and happiness mo.
1 Sun Showers:
Hoooooooooooooooooooh!
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